She, she ain’t real,
She ain’t gonna be able to love you like I will,
She is a stranger,
You and I have history,
Or don’t you remember?
Sure, she’s got it all,
But, baby, is that really what you want?

— Adele

David: Do you remember what you told me once? That every passing minute is a another chance to turn it all around.
Sofía: I’ll find you again.
David: I’ll see you in another life… when we are both cats.

— Vanilla Sky

Do you love me? I mean really love me. Because if you don’t… I’ll just have to kill you.

— Sofia in Vanilla Sky (2001)

It might be the placebo effect but yoga sessions work for me. X) I managed to stay balanced in mind and heart. Working is making more sense and not that annoying any more. The girls are fun to be with. Every day I’m made busy doing this and that. My schedule’s fixed for the whole week. I can’t find the time and motivation to go Thailand as expected. It’s getting warmer and the town’s hiding such a giant heat monster in its heart every afternoon feels like dances in the sun. When I’m not taking naps, I’d be seeing movies and dramas. I’ve changed my mind about a settled life. Life’s never settled. Settling down freaks me out. Daddy is worried for me I’m not making enough money and have no savings. I never told him that I don’t plan to settle down. I read somewhere and agree ships are safe in the harbor but that’s not what ships are meant for. I’m not exactly a traveler of any sort. I’m just a traveler in the sense that I’m not bound for a regular life for an Asian young woman and don’t really mind moving and dying.